Even when I want to
I can't even cry
How pathetic am I?
Why do I even have friends or family?
All I do is piss them off in the end
Why am I even on this planet anymore?
I live for the hope of a day
When I stop pissing everyone off
Why do I get like this when I piss a few off?
Because true friends would stay by me
Even if they want to punch me in the jaw
If only I saw
I'm an idiot
A drama queen
And worst of all
I can't even do the right thing
When it matters more
Its time I fall
Give me an ore
And I'll traverse the river of remorse
But I'll be back for more
This makes me, me
But I hate the mistakes I make
I really am one